Swallow by Teen Suicide
”Fucked up in my head. Lay down in my bed touching your shirt you know I want you bad. Watching you take off your pants, you make me feel bad about myself. I’m wasting my time. I can’t be helped. Swallow my cum. I will make new friends. Taking off my clothes, sober and aching I’m cold”
I’m so sick of putting my energy into people that I don’t matter too because I’m so fucking lonely and feel so unimportant.
I can’t wait to get married because its like a sleepover every night with your best friend.